Midlife crisis?

Up late tonight, check night. One of the pains of retirement is living month to month, purchases have to planned. I started to shop for a bike helmet planning for the ebike purchase next week.

I have decided on the ebike purchase for many reasons but mainly for mobility. The problem that I am faced with is the Fiido T1 or M1. The T1 fits my checklist list perfectly but weighs 70 pounds and does not fold. This presents two problems, one is the snatch and grab to lift onto a truck bed or carrier. Then the added expense of the most expensive bike hitch carrier due to weight.

My second choice is the M1 that weighs 20 pounds less plus folds in half for transport canceling the need for bike carrier. Since most of my ride time will be exploring as opposed to dragging the highbanker gear around and actually prospecting so at the moment I am leaning on the M1 on sale, either way I'll pick up the helmet tonight

I would ask for some input but it is what it is 😞 I had to laugh the older guy in the T1 is hearing noises in the rafters, happens to us all eventually. As far as a midlife crisis at 70 I think I'm exempt but I might be guilty of the I don't give a fuck 70's.